I mustn't be late, Father is leaving

The little girl stood on the beach at sunset. Consumed by the beauty and wonder before her, she is
overcome with a longing to disappear into the water to be one with the beauty. Is the sun God?  Where does it go? Is this where my Daddy went.....I think so. She longs to be with her Father and wants to leave this dark, painful world.  But, she is torn and somewhat sad about the ones she may hurt by leaving. She reluctantly stays, but walks in this world with the constant wonder and desire of disappearing into the water with the setting sun to be with her Father. "I mustn't be late, Father is leaving. "